Rants

Haix..

Haha actually doesn't really understand the whole meaning. Only know first line:

'Sitting quietly and frequently think of the past..'

then 2nd line not sure =p Just find the whole thing quite cool and feels what i'm feeling =)

Well.. Became kinda slacky after submitting web design.. Thinking of re-designing.. Seriously quite excited about the 'want to do better' idea.. Wanted to do drawing sketchbook too.. And of cos, face my worst nightmare- no other than Mr/Ms MAYA.

But just slacked off. -_- Getting half sick- My throat is starting to annoy me.

Last night tried to finish my animation.. (but nxt day re-do some parts again) and do drawing sketches. Quite like the 1st drawing and i thought i was on form to do more. In the end.. all came out very crappy. Wanted to tear those last 2 pgs but did not. Decided to sleep. It was 3am i think. ...... (anw, jus tore the pages off before i type this very sentence =P )

Today whole day very restless too.. Am i sick? As in i'm ALWAYS cold (at least most of the time).. and ALWAYS sleepy.. FOREVER forgetful.. Vision will abit blackout for few secs whenever i stand up.. But i guess i'm fine. Cos i NEVER lost weight -_- . Ya. i'm fine. Haha.

Tried doing XXXX just now. But just couldn't do it. i seriously 4got most of the stuff. Why? . . . Erm.. Remembered it was quite simple.. But just cldn't figure out. i meant the eye lid.. =.= .. Thought it was a sphere then use hulls and move down layer by layer.. then vertex mode and shape the thing. BUT jus don't work -_- . Ok. Must be extra attentive tml. Super dead.

Oh ya. Not yet announced here yet. I'm moving people =) Migrating to some little cottage at erm.. i think Europe?

Haha i wish -_- i'm moving from tanah merah to bedok lah!

Haix. i really want a simple life. I think 2006 is far too advanced for me -_- Not that i don't like the air-cons (lights etc) and transports.. i mean, i don't mind REALLY living in a cottage AWAY from the city. Imagine myself planting my own food? (then maybe money not a big issue).. Then maybe stay with few chickens, cows and of cos, a dog. I can row around the field.. Can do whatever i want. Fly kite, play boomerang/'frisbee' with my dog, and paint! Brushes can be made of cow's tail hair.. Paint can grind the grass to get green.. smth like tht =p No need care if proportion or key poses are wrong, learn anatomy blah3.. -_- No need think of future, jobs, money. Just live and die peacefully. Haha..

From what i'm studying now, I'm really worried of the future aspects. i think film and animation can be a forever thing. But will i be chosen to be part of the 'workforce'? i know i'm not good enough. Really hate to think about this.

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But i'll take a step at a time. And try my best. The most.. erm..

Future possible jobs:

1) Be somebody's slave
2) Be a mum O.o
3) Or maybe work out something (animation, film) with Bri Leen and koong =) I'll save up!!
4) And be a share holder of Xian's Comic shop. Haha =)

Kk, work for now. Not tml.

Jia you everybody!!~