Haha that's how i felt last night! >_<
Been quite moody yday, very very restless for no reason. Have tons of work BUT totally no mood to do anything!! O_O Only had one lesson till 12pm, but i went fy room SLACK till about 6plus!!! wa seh.. Haha disturbed hui xuan quite long, paiseh. =D
i meet ying for dinner!!! She had craving for sakae's fried tofu and vege SO we went there!!! I wasn't very hungry so thinking of only eating salmon.. so i could have starbucks-mocha frappe later!!! BUT BUT!!! We ended up ordering quite alot, haha. Not sure spelling, but got chawamushi, ball-like thingy, peas, fried tofu, fried vege, SALMON slices and my favourite SALMON SUSHI!!!- this is different!!! They got add mayo! I really melt when eating. SUPERB!
Then we da bao another fried vege and went starbucks!!! Haha very cute. The cakes area got one call 'Ugly Chicken Puff'. Then beside got a funnier one 'Uglier Curry Puff'. HAHA. Anw, let's have my pretty friend intro what we ordered:
SO CUTE!!!! Attention now all at host and not the food!! ok.. we had...
Chocolate Cake (forgot name but looks like mud-cake!!)
Tiramisu~ not bad not bad
Chocolate cream chip and Caramel mocha frappe + chocolate cream chip (caramel tht one NICER)
A taste of caramel frappe~ nice~ not bcos of caramel, but the mocha frappe!!!! Really like it >_< VERY NICE!!!
Next have a taste of tiramisuu...
!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OOO.... Haha it's nice. haha.
Even teeth got the chocolate stuff..
Haha ying eating our illegal food- Fried vege from Sakae!!
WAAAAAAaaaaaaa....... Damn fullllllllllllllllll.......... We really left ALOT. At least left half of everything!!! Well.. really very wasteful.. so.. even if i'm VERY full... i still force myself eat up MORE. i end up like this...
Sorry this is disgusting HAHA. Anw, i'm like a dead pig. VERY FULL and SLEEPY!!! but still trying to eat.. licking the chocolate sauce O_O ..... End up rolling out of starbucks... zzzz.... But food brings me happiness! Felt muchh better *chilling with ying and food!!! ^_^
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MAYBE i'm starting to like drawing????
.. i like to draw since young.. Thot i was QUITE good. i draw freely, whatever i want. No rules.. Olevels art also A2. But after having 2yrs lessons in nyp, i got my 1st contact with photoshop, illustrator, maya, ANATOMY, perspective, cg overdrive, deviantart etc. The more i know, the more i donno. i kinda felt that i'm more and more dumb. i cant draw anymore. i don't like to draw anymore. no ideas, no skills. ......
even till 3rd yr, 1st and 2nd outdoor drawing.. i still cant draw. It's like u are holding a pencil, sketchbook.. u knw u have to draw but u.. just can't. Heart seems to clot up? very very sick of drawing. i can see from my drawings.. no effort, no flow, no form? very stiff. i feel stiff.
but miraclely, i guess chinatown outdoor drawing helped me? i seemed to not feel tired that day. Even after few hrs of drawing.. i know i'm drawing badly, but i don feel the pressure.. the grades, critiques.. Many many elderly were around. By observing them, i feel relaxed. They are really cute. haha.. one of my favourite sketch:
a clobber uncle. He noticed me even before i started drawing. So i smile smile, then he do his work, i do my work. haha.. erm.. knw that i'm still drawing cautiously.. but.. erm.. still like it. (Mr brian aladdin doesn't seem to like it haha)
Yday when on my way to meet ying, i dazed in the train. Then suddenly start to look around for interesting poses? cos Calvin got mention he sketches in train too >_< anw, i wonder how he do his sketches!!? .. my sketchbk is A4, and surrounded by pple. How to draw in peace??? i don like pple to see my work cos it sux. but smtimes i do want to show, hoping for compliment and encouragement haha. Back to main pt, i felt very uneasy. Thought for very long before take out sketchbook to draw. haha.. so paiseh!!!! When in the crowded cabin, i saw an old ah pek sleeping. ELDERLY!!! Wanted to draw him but i hesitated again.. then i took out hp to take his picture, plan to go home draw from it. After a little while, i observe the ah pek again!!! His pose, ears, drapery.. then i see that his shirt pocket got specs and pen! These are details!!! i couldn't tahan so just take out sketchbk and draw!!! This is impt moment ok??? REALLY felt like drawing smth. the ah pek!!
i never really draw humans before till 2yrs back. i hate humans. so hard to draw!!! but when i see others who draw so well, feel very wow about it. especially the EYES!!! Tht day when i draw the uncle, i quite in drawing mood. At starbucks, i draw anthr 2 pics.
Me and ying sat in a corner. This 2 guys just beside us!
SORRY ying!!! My drawing really TERRIBLEEEEEE omg. This is really ... horrifying. zzz... HAHA when i'm better please let me draw you agin -_-
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