Saturday, December 10, 2005

K.N.N

KANASAI!!!! I'm PISSED!!!!!

KANASAi!!! Wa kaox, wad the heck!! Argh.. AAaahhh!!! AAAAHHHHHH!!!! I'm SUPER ANGRY!!!

(Breathing heavily)

Really super shit! K, i just watched this show on channel5, highly recommended by my sec friend, Ying. Title: THE GENERAL'S DAUGHTER. Normally i wld just switch channel or go do my stuff cos it's a army kind of show.

Though i like war film's like The Last Samurai, Troy etc. But investigation kind then 'ling dang bie lun'.. It may be sometimes scientifically amazing, like "wa! He can check DNA by this this that that.." but still must see mood. BUT since Ying say till the show super nice.. i decided to give it a try and don't 'gu fu' her 'hao yi' (^_^) She's one of my Bao Bei(s) after all, haha.

K, (cos intro Ying, i'm less angrier..)now back on track. i'm supposed to be pissed!!! .. K, now angry mood back le. DAmn it lah!!! (My eng not that powerful so may not be able to talk about e military stuff etc, will speak in simple terms)

One of the scenes that made me SUPER mad:
The army somehow have combination- women and men. This general's daughter is a very smart and capable woman! And pretty too! She's Elizabeth, call her Eliz. She joined this 'combat', or training/ yan xi.. It's something like outward bound thingy. Many camps from different army join this thingy. She was separated with her groupmates.. And before she knew it.. She was surrounded by.. (i think eight) 8 men. You should'v guessed what happened..

Yes, she kana raped. Many many times. For the whole stupid night. Can you imagine??? From the camera angles the director use, the mood and shit. i really wanted to cry lah!!! The guys really CRAP! SHIT! (what's worst than shit?) I don't know lah! They really #@$%^&*+?> !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! At the back they got mention; those dumb guys hated her because of her intelligence and wanted to get back at her.. WAD DUH??!!! They go DIE lah!! Throw face throw till home!!! <----(in chinese) Ownself not capable still dare blame others??!! Just bcos she's better??!!!

Of all things, i hate rape (T_T). It's SSOOOooOOOOooOOOO SAD!!! @$#%&* Ending those guys were sentenced 20yrs jail. ????!!! 20yrs?? Isn't that too small cheesecake to them???? Life sentence, death sentence.. ANYTHN!! They should be slaughtered!! Or castrated! <--(don know about spelling) AAAaahhh!!!! -PIAKs them-

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Haix.. It's really the worst thing that can ever happen to a girl??! If she can get over it (i don know how, but i bet it's not easy) maybe anger bearable but still DAMN ANGRY. But what if she nv gets out of it??!! Think of the brutality and humiliation of that night haunting you EVERY night or second.. i would kill myself.

Ah ya i donno i donno lah! Just hope men dies. err.. despicable de lah.

In the story, 'betrayal' is worst than rape. Erm.. Should i say everything out? Err, if those who want to watch the show themselves, pls stop here and jump to next paragraph. *JUMPS* // K, the story like this: After Eliz was gang raped and found the next day, she was sent to the hospial. Her father, General er.. call him B was informed. He was stationed out of the country. When he flew back, he attended a meeting with 'the boss' before visiting his daughter. (What's higher than general?) The boss told the consequences if he insisted on charging those idiotic men, the armies 'ming yu' and the other women in the army would be affected. Many many things to consider. He loved his daughter.. but..

*KEEPS JUMPING*// General B went to the hospital and comforted Eliz. Told her to FORGET everything. PRETEND that NOTHING happened. Eliz couldn't believe it, tears swelling. She so-called 'died' that night. Soul gone. Lost and betrayed. Physically lived. Erm.. 7yrs ltr, got a part where she told her dad to meet her at a place. She seeked helped from xxx (forgotten who) to strip and tie her to the floor. Neck tied with rope, with her underwear beneath. Make it look like the 'first-hand scene crime' that happened 7yrs ago.. She wanted him see how she was badly mistreated.. His dad turned back on her.. Erm.. she was murdered by another officer soon after dad left. Officer liked Eliz, had affairs. But she said provoking things to him, making him so mad that he strangled her..

*MAY START READING* // This is based on a true story. When i heard that from Ying, the more i cannot accept that maddening scene. More details, go watch the film.

See la Ying!! ANgry till can't sleep le lah! . . . Didn't do hw also (-_-'') haha. But still quite thank you for introducing this film to me. Though disturbing, but still not bad? Hopefully you can intro me COMEDIES in future. hahaha. If other films then must at least have shuai ge lah! The guys in 'The General's daughter' all so Lao.. (=.=) ..

Alrite, this is a LONG mail. Paiseh.

Nitex to whoever's reading!

Time: 2:59am

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Halo !!!



Hi people!! Long time no blog!! >_< haha! Actually not because of the blog skin lah.. Just don know blog on what.. Hmm.. Well, i'm a lazy person!! Need big BIG motivation then will move fingers... haha.. I'm actually doing my storyboarding homework half-way.. Just feeling abit sianx.. So decided to blog!! Heh heh..

[About photo was taken long ago.. Don't know if i posted it b4. Nvm, haha.]

Oh ya, some of you might be shocked about the skin!! Haha BECAUSE boyish amelie using girly blog skin??!! Erm.. i ownself also cannot believe, haha. Let me explain.. er hem.. :

Yesterday my sis decided to help me change. So i slowly looked through all the skins.. i was feeling blue.. Like blue. Got the peaceful calm feeling? Especially pale blue or something. BUT i couldn't find smth 'blue and suit my character and mood' skin.. My sis, started getting a bit bu nai fan.. (T_T) .. She wanted go out ma. BUT i got say we can always change skin another day when i find the 'perfect' one! I'm in no hurry. Then she say: Search through 2000skins for more than an hr still can't find one?' ...Ehh.. Cannot help ma. Really couldn't find smth i like at that moment. So i sort of 'anyhow' told my sis the skin number and she help me change.. [ Don't kill me, Jie. You fierce lor! ] ..Planned to change anthr time myself ( Don't know how but will figure out..) ...But ok la, this skin look fine after awhile. =) <--Actually cos i also scared ma fan (-_-) wahahaha.

But honestly this skin a bit too girly? *goosebumps. Haha, i'm a freak!!! . . . . I must get used to it. I'm a GIRL!!!

Haha kk, enough joking ard. I still have work!! Due tml some more.. (T_T) ..i want read Flame of Recca!!!! Gan chiong eh!!

Faster finish work, faster read Flame of Recca!! HAHAHAHA.

Oh no.

Dinner time. (-_-)

Work and comic shall delay!! Food more impt? Really love eating. Just hate 'getting fat' part.. DUH.

Byex!!

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

=LOST=



Wa.. i got treasure you lor.. From falls and scratches.. i did my best to protect you from harm and all.. But you still left me. Fate do us apart.. (T_T) ... This is really DEVASTATING!!! . . . i'll need time to recover from this loss.. You contain all my memories; family and friends, all the fun and memorable videos, all the cute and fun photos, all the touching and favourite songs . . . HAix! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! W H Y ? ? ? ? ! ! ! . . . . . .

It's really all an accident lah (T_T) . . . i still had you after i left the library.. i still had you when i was chatting on the bench with my friends... It's because i had to sit down, i took you out from my pocket!!! i left you on the table.. You were only beside me.. Yet i still can forget about you!!!! That's when i last saw you.. i rushed to class.. Still no idea you were gone.. i accompanied my friend to the toilet, .. still no idea you were gone.. Only till 10min before class ended then i thought of you.. (-_-'') .. It's bcos i nv expect you to 'leave'!!! AAAAAaaahhhHHHHH!!!!! *Grabs hair* i panicked like hell, searched everywhere for you!! Called you but you were 'OFF-ed'. . . Then *BOOM* , tht's it. You were GONE. i just knw i won't be able to find you back..

CURSE:

i know i'm in the wrong but still!!!! That @@##$!% who took it should've be considerate or whatever!! 'He' off-ed you and.. i don't know. He's going to die a horrible death. i'll curse till it happens. i wouldn't know if it will happen, but i'll just keep cursing. He'll live in guilt, have his ass infested with thousands of fleas of a camel, and hands shrunked- never long enough to scratch his butt!! ==> (Got the idea from a friendship sms my friend sent me) ==> Not only that, his hands and legs will start to rott.. Rest of his body will also dissolve SLOWLY.. i also don't know what to say. Just hope he won't have a good end! *&%^$#@ ! ! ! ! ! !

Haix. Lost and empty=

~Did this before i realised your disappearance~ Was in good mood, having fun with photoshop during class.. Didn't expect..



Cya folks=

***special thanks to sis, who helped me post the hp photoshop work.. i tried from yesterday till this morning but for don know what reason, kept erroring.. BUT my smart sis found out (after many tryouts 'together') : Your work must be in RGB colour!! Wo. Now i know.. ^_^

Sunday, October 30, 2005

-Fruitful-

Yup! today's a tiring day!! haha but it's fruitful! >_<

Early in the morning i woke up to make breakfast for dad n myself. Home-made Pita bread!! Half with mayo tuna, half with sardine cum teriyaki sauce! Eh.. quite yummy! haha..

Then, meet Ying at control station and went PAsir ris park! To fly KITE!!! Haha we really very ON rite? It's been years since we fly kites.. But haha!! We did!! Woho! Actually we really don knw how.. But the uncle who we bought the kite from, taught us!! haha..

K.. around 12.30pm i guess.. Sun get to be bigger.. n no wind also.. So decided to go cycling first! Cycled for about an hr.. Rested in a pavilion in between. Called danial. Ying said he lived nearby n we decided to call him out! Well.. he prince lah, was sleeping.. -_- .. haha. Well, we managed to meet him, saufi and haiqal at pasir ris control station..

We went orchard! Eh.. Went HMV, walk2 slack2 about.. then rested outside taka cos i wanted to eat my fried noodle cum egg with japanese sauce!! YUM! Actually hor.. it looks better than it tasted. =D

Then go walk2 again.. The guys wanted to catch 'Flightplan' so went er.. wat's tht building? .. Lido i guess. We sat at the bench and talk3... talk3... talk3.. till 7++ then slpit to 2! -saufi n haiqal go watch movie, me ying n dan go take train home together.

Alrite, split 2 'teams' again.. dan n ying go buy dan's spec.. n i went home alone T_T .. haha but my dad fetchin me at bus-stop! So YEAH! i don have to walk home..

And then!! i had dinner quickly.. then.. muhahaha.. MUHAHAHA!!! i go meet jeremy n DOU DOU!!! WAHAHAHA!!! Shiok2. We had a long walk ard cannal area.. then walk to ying's house to meet her! ^_^

Dou dou so tired.. i also very tired.. out whole day.. but happy lah. Go fly kite (haha, still cant believe it) , meet sec friends n had so much fun!

P/s: Jeremy told me just now when he n dou2 see me home, dou2 got keep looking back for me!! WA!!! hahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahaha.. sweet dreams later!!

kk, nitex! watch tv!

Monday, October 24, 2005

Swensens Gathering!!~

21th Oct Fri : Met up with my sec friends!


~Ying, Xian and ME!! I like this pic alot!! (^_^)


~Acting dumb.. haha fun ah~


~Group photo!! Left from top: Toon Yun, Bernard, ME!! Right from top: Yong ming, Jeremy and Pei ying!


~Ying and Xian! ~ Smtimes find Xian chubby cute2 like little baby!! wahahaha. Ying is mature Da jie.. haha.




~Promoting Giant Earthquake!!!~ Wo Ying, GO!!


~Ying : Self-take : Hey drea, you two zi lian kuang gonna be gd friends. HAHAHA =P


~GIANT EARTHQUAKE! ~


~ENJOYing eh?~


~YUMMY!!!~


~Earthquake conquered!!! ~


~Bernard and toon yun! haha funnie pple.. -_-'' .. haha.


~HAHAHA funny face!! HAHAHA~


~haha k. This quite normal pose. But still veri ke ai lah. (Backstage: xian gives me 10bucks for complimenting her on net)




~Ying and me!! Oh, we so ke ai.. haha duh -_- .. k, ltr say i BHB. Ying ke ai lah!! =)


~haha.. recognised Duuh face~


~Oops. This one then is the INTERNATIONAL Duuh face! hahaha..

Then Ying's phone rang.. Out of boredom, me n xian took pics ourselves..


~EEEEEEEeeee !!! Hahahaha!!

Then bcos Ying said smth shocking.. Forgot wat.. Then we decided to take a SHOCKED pic!!


~A bit off.. So took another..~



After that bcos all of us donno shld go where.. wanted go Ying's house there de park, BUT cos XIAN scared cannot catch last bus.. so we decided to go home.. XIAN, GUILTY anot? GUILTY????


~Ying n Xian on bus!

K lah, after that still got go Ying's house de park. Haha but from 7pple to 3pple: Jeremy, Ying and Me. We then play swing talk3.. talk3.. till 11am+ i think.. Then all head home =)

YAWN.. Blogged whole day!!! Tired.. (=.=)...

P/s:

22th Oct Sat :

Me and Ying went Jeremy's house! Purpose is to see his dogs!! AAHhhh.. He really a lucky ass lor!! His dogs SSOOOO CUTE!!! Fur all veri SMOOTh veri comfortable!!! Esp DOU Dou!!! AAAAAAhhhhh!!! He SOOOOOOOOOooooooOOOOOOOOoooooOoooOOOOOOooOoOoOOOo cute!!!! He slept on my lap lor!! I was SOOOOOOoooo touched!!! i massage2 his ears then he close his eyes.. CUTE lah!!! AAHhhh!!! i WAN to SEE HIM AGN!!!! (T_T) Stupid Jeremy.. tht lucky PIG!!!!! ... Dou dou.. Dou dou.. DOU DOU!!!! ...

Thai shopping!!


~Pink Gucci Sunglasses~ $8 ? Haha..


~Some cute rubberbands~ No time shop, so just grab a few. Haha..

Clothes!! i more on Beach style?? Or tomboy.. wadever:


~Hot Tuna Front : Grey ~


~Hot Tuna Back : Black ~


~Hot Tuna Back : White ~


~New Design : Red ~


~Billabong : Grey ~ Wore to ATV n found out it's WATERPROOOF!!! (>_<)


~Billabong : Black ~


~Quicksilver : Red ~


~Quicksilver : White ~


~Quicksilver : Beige ~

That's all!! Next post i'll talk about the gathering at the airport wif my sec friends!

Thai trip 3rd DAY!!!

Morning had breakfast in hotel's cafe again.. Had same stuff! Only that french toast to PANCAKES, fish porridge to CHICKEN CONGEE.. haha Love bacon sia! (>_<)

1st activity: See view at top of a hill.. Erm.. wad it call.. ??? haha =P



Behind can see the 3 diff beaches ^_^ After tht there got this area where u can take pics wif eagles!! Ho ho!!







2nd activity: ATV !!



Prepare for battle!!!~



Well, the whole ride was fun: got slope-incline and mud puddles!! 2 bad things: right hand will b quite pain, veri tiring to hold this trigger (to keep ATV moving) .. and ur berz and feet will get super dirty!! After ride, wash like hell. Mum's fav white pants can say bye-bye, dad's white shirt also (@_@) ..

Know wat?? The berz i wore is bought from 2nd day's shopping de.. POWER eh!! It's WATER-PROOF!! After i wash mud n blah3, pants of cos will wet but it dries off FAST!! WOW!



Have 3 more pics on this, but need to scan de.. Erm.. anthr time ba. haha.

3rd activity: HIGHTLIGHT: Elephant ride!!! Favourite sia!













Feed BANANA!!! See the elephant so happie!!! >_<









Sat on the head!! So SHIOK!! (^_^) HAPPY!! Haha after that we went temple bai bai =) Inside veri grand, many statues!





K.. then had lunch at MK restr-steamboat!! VERY cheap!! Erm.. about $18?! WOW man! We ate alot alot! =)

Eh.. SHOPPING!! Next post i'll write abt it!!

Evening:



Enjoy beach breeze..

Then play parachute!! :









Met this 2 Jap ladies when snorkelling, then 3rd night saw them while shopping! Look at their hairstyles!! Haha, i wanted to try it at first.. But i know it'll look damn weird on me.. My friends will also laugh at me. eg. SHU XIAN. haha..

Then dinner at roadside seafood restr:

-Tom yam soup! <--GOOD
-Steam fish
-Mix veg

Then walk2, went back hotel sleep!! haha..

Then next day took flight home!!

Regrets:

-unable to swim in hotel's pool
-Jeski

haha.. But this Thai trip FUN~!!